Things were looking up. I got a haircut and it was this moment I could look in the mirror and feel beautiful. And confident. I looked at myself and thought, I don't have to always be so sorry all the time. I don't need to be so self conscious - I can do what I want with myself, and I can feel damn awesome when I do.
I was happier with every step I took. I knew what I wanted to do. I would buy a new bag for my schoolwork. Buy a brand new sketchbook to draw KPop stars during my free time at school. Buy a journal to write to my imaginary love, Jiyeon, when I started feeling scared (sounds depressing, but it really does help). I would dye my hai